Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Time

A good deal of time has passed since my last post. That happens when you have a full schedule and a large family. But then, time is a relative thing isn't it? We regulate time according to the Earth's rotation and revolution around the sun, so time is based on this planet. Is time then, different for God? I think the answer is unequivocally yes. Not to say that God is not felt on this earth by his Children, but that God physically dwells in his body on a separate planet than this earth.

Obviously, from the above paragraph you can see that I believe in God. Indeed, not as some formless, spiritual entity but as a physical being, even the very father of my spirit and every other spirit on this earth. I have thought long and hard about this over several years. You see, I was born into the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (commonly referred to as Mormons). And though I was raised a member of the church, I never really understood, in any depth, the doctrines and teachings. I was baptized when I was 8 years old according to the traditions of the church and mostly because my parents wanted me to.

One of the best things about the Church, I have come to realize, is that it is an individual religion. It emphasizes your personal relationship with Jesus Christ as your Savior and God the eternal Father. But how can you achieve this confirmation that this (or any) church is true and what it purports to be? How can one gain a testimony of this? That is a very good question that I lacked the understanding to. You see, when you are baptized into my church, you are then confirmed a member by those in a authority to administer the ordinances of the Church. They place their hands on your head and confirm you a member of the church and then say the 4 magic words: receive the Holy Ghost.

The Holy Ghost is a member of the Godhead: Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost (sometimes referred to as the Spirit of God, Holy Spirit, etc). All these members of the Godhead have been ordained Gods. Obviously God the Father is the Most High God and the one we pray to. He is the literal father of our spirits, even the other 2 members of the Godhead. He has a physical body of flesh and bone, which has be perfected by resurrection (follow that thought and you realize he must have lived as a mortal man at one point and walked an Earth as we do now). Jesus Christ also has a physical body, having lived as a mortal man in the middle east and after having been crucified, rose on the 3rd day as a resurrected being. Therefore, his body is also perfected flesh and bone. The Holy Ghost has a spirit body only, having never lived on this or any earth as a mortal.

The Holy Ghost has a physical presence wherever he happens to be at any given time. However, his influence can be felt virtually anywhere at any time. Think of it like rays of the sun. The Sun is always in one place, however, the light and heat from it can be felt over half of the world at once. Imagine if those rays penetrated the Earth and could be felt throughout the entire world at once. Then you have some concept of the influence of this member of the Godhead.

My point in this is that when I finally understood how the Holy Ghost's influence is recognized and felt, I had the remainder of my question. See, communication was my question: how does one communicate with God? We have half the answer through prayer. We can speak to God by praying to Him in the name of Jesus Christ. But God does not speak directly to man since the fall of Adam, except to introduce and bear witness of his son Jesus Christ. So, how does God answer us? Through the Holy Ghost. This influence can be felt directly as a peaceful, gentle feeling; some have described hearing a voice or a thought like a voice in their head. Sometimes the answer comes through another person. I have had experience where another member of the Church shows up seemingly randomly with a solution to a problem I have prayed about. They had no idea what was going on in my life, only that they felt the influence of the Holy Ghost to stop by.

The Holy Ghost can often bear witness to us of the truthfulness of all things. What I have found is when I am reading my scriptures there will be a passage that I have read many times and this time it will stick out to me and I will interpret it a different way that applies to my problem. It has been said that if you want God to talk to you, read your scriptures.

In any event, I was 26 when I finally seriously prayed to know if the Church was true. I read the Book of Mormon from cover to cover and prayed sincerely. I was immediately impressed with the delightful confirmation to my mind and heart. I felt as though someone were stand behind me as I knelt and placed their hands on my shoulders as if to comfort me. I have never forgotten that, and I have never doubted since. I only wish I had inquired sooner.

I will speak more of this next time. But let me leave you with one of my favorite poems:
I Love the Lord

I love the Lord, in Him my soul delights.
Upon His word, I ponder day and night.
He's heard my cry,brought visions to my sleep,
And kept me safe o'er deserts and the deep.
He's filled my heart with His consuming love,
And borne me high on wings of His great dove.

Yet oft I groan, "O wretched man am I"
My flesh is weak and I'm encompassed by
A world of sin, which holds me in it's thrall,
If I give in and to temptations fall.
Then strength grows slack, I waste in sorrow's vale;
My peace destroyed, my enemies prevail.

Awake, my soul! No longer droop in sin.
Rejoice, my heart! And let me praise again,
The Lord my God, who is my rock and stay
To keep me strict upon His straight, plain way.
Oh let me shake at the first sight of sin
And thus escape my foes without and in.

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